It’s been a tough trip around the sun. A separation, COVID, an earthquake, violent windstorms, the death of a horse…it’s been a character builder.
But now. At this moment in time. I am grieving. I’m sad. I miss traveling. I miss playing music in front of people. I miss my friends. I miss going to the gym and the gym family.
I’m tired at not being really good at something and being reminded of it daily. I’m tired of feeling trapped. Tired of having to put on a happy face. Cus’ guess what? I’m not happy!